Essays from the Field
Originally published January 30, 2026
On expecting one thing and receiving another, in life and in psychedelics.
People come to ibogaine with high expectations these days. That it will fix them, that they will meet their ancestors, receive clarity about everything all at once. What Nienke Berkenbosch keeps watching, retreat after retreat, is what happens when something entirely different unfolds instead.
Essays from the Field
Originally published June 2, 2026
How Ibogaine Became a Movement Before It Became a Science
There is a difference between building awareness and building understanding, and the recent trajectory of ibogaine is the story of what happens when the first outruns the second. A clear-eyed argument for what the field got right, what it got wrong, and what the distance between known and believed is now costing.